I Can't Feel

Sunday, March 28, 2010,10:49 PM

Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignooooooooooooooored!~

Hearing Faint by Linkin Park.

Hear me out now! You're gonna listen to me even if you like it or not, right now!!

Haha, sometimes, music brings you to another world, where you can find peace and tranquility. Be it any songs, as long you like it.

Yesterday was tiring. I went out at 0730, and met Fidz and Harith at Buona Vista, which then we went to vivo city, and waited for Abu. We search for Abu's lil' brother's new shoe, for school I think, and Harith's school bag. After bought the shoe, we went to Bugis Junction for Harith's bag. But didn't find any that interested him. So, they went to Old Woodlands, which I seperated from them and went to Ismail's house. Helped him took his sister's wedding photos. Went back home at arnd 2230..... Phew...

Nothing Much...

Thursday, March 25, 2010,11:02 PM

I got npthing much to update. i didn't go to any outings with friends. I spent most of my time at home playing Maplestory.

I've job advanced!! ^^

Lvl 70 Bandit.

Haha.

Alrite, that ain't important.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna follow Fidz and the other SP students to SP, for viewing laptops offered by SP. I'll take some photos and will sure post it in my Facebook.

Oh yes, before I forgot.

I'm gonna shift to Teck Whye Lane! ^^

Sorry Abu!! Haha.

Why?

Tuesday, March 23, 2010,11:12 PM

I don't really know why.... But I just can't seem to let go. I though finding others as replacement was a better idea. In the end, I just see that person as a good friend only, no more. I even sometimes hated myself why I couldn't fall for others. Why I should get stuck here.

Why?

Why?

Is it just an everlasting infatuation? Or something beyond that only when future arrives should I know..?

I even asked for advice, and some said it's just the devil's play. But why would it be this long, even when far apart?

Is it because of hope? But I thought hope wasn't what had been given when asked. But I always felt happy even with just a sight.

Why?

I hope for an answer that maybe feed my curiosity and soothe my heart. Though, I wouldn't think the answer won't be heard...

I'm Sorry

Sunday, March 21, 2010,11:40 PM

It's really hard for me to update with all the outings I had to attend to (It's volunteery, but still...). So, I'm sorry if didn't update as regularly as I can.

Last saturday was... Well... Bad actually. Initially, it was bad. Had to walk from area C to E under the continous rain, waited for people for more than an hour, didn't do anything much beside standing at one corner. But, everything went alright after more of the ikhwans came. I was a bit sick that time, but someone brought a container of sausages and it kinda cured me. It was the only thing I ate, cause I lost my appetite. Dunno why, but I liked those sausages.

I practised my photography skills too, and it wasn't still that good. I have to learn more of my new lens and the setting to meet the atmosphere.

I think that's all for now.

I'm sorry I didn't wish on your birthday.

I'm sorry.

Maggi For Breakfast

Tuesday, March 16, 2010,12:10 PM

Lemme update everything (I'll try) that had happened after my last post on 8th Jan.

Saturday, 13th March 2010;

I didn't came to Night Cycling, because I was and am down bith cough and slight fever. But I managed to join with the ikhwans to the I.T. Show. You know, after been to a number of I.T. Roadshows, it just came into me that almost all the prices are nearly the same. I mean just putting a hundred or two dollars off, cough up some freebies and stuffs, people actually crowd over these place! I mean' they don't really see that if the prices with the original are really not that far. And people still came and bought them. Though, there were some items that were actually worth the money. Like for example, I bought a 50mm 1.8f II lens for $128, but the price drop to $89 during the I.T Show! I was like, "My dad would be really pissed of if he knows that there were such price..."

When we took our break from all the browsing, we ran into some unexpected people... And I can't go into details, 'cause he/she might get upset. Sorry!

After all the browsing and surveys, we wanted to go back home, but caught up in a sea of people (and sweat) when we in the underpass. It was seriously packed! And we didn't move for nearly 5 minutes! There was a funny scene though when the paramedic came and tried to bring order.

Paramedic: Everybody, stop moving!
A girl far opposite: **** you! Move forward!
Paramedic: This is the ambulance, everybody please stop moving so no one gets hurt!

And the paramedic pass by me and A'lim and went further inside, and split between the incoming and outgoings into two, so the flow would be more smoother. I don't think the girl who cursed knew they were paramedics.

Yesterday, 15th March 2010;

I went for breakfast with Sakai, Jemm and Yan at Swensens yesterday. The food were nice, and same goes for the price (Chicken rice for $13.50?!) Yan was quite late, well, really late because he had something to do at home. I met a teacher of mine too, and they were also dining in Swensens.

After the meal, we head off to search for Yan's shoes. We went to Paragon, Takashimaya and Lucky Plaza. There was supposed to be a cosplay showdown at Takashimaya B1, but we didn't see anyone wore any anime costume, so it was quite disappointing. We finally got a couple of shoes for Yan at Lucky Plaza, which cost hime $60 for two pair of shoes.


That's all I remembered what I did before today. Sorry if I didn't post as regularly as I could, because I'm always out during these post and the previous post.
And by the way, I'm supposed to got to Wild Wild Wet today with some of the ikhwans, but yesterday, I got to know t Wild Wild wet closes on tuesday....


Monday, March 8, 2010,4:43 PM

This is a video of Jeff Dunham, featuring Achmed the Dead Terrorist. Just to highlight, I don't really see any insult to Islam in this video. He said Allah Damn it, which means in malay (Allah melaknatinye), not damn Allah. Also, near the ending, he says he's not muslim, saying it's made in china instead. So, this video was intended to be just a joke, not an insult nor racists jokes. Thank you, and hope you enjoy the video.

Back To School

,11:35 AM

I went back to school last Saturday, to help in the 'Maulidul Rasul' event. When I arrived with Abu, I saw a couple of lower secondary (I think so) female students and Mr. Izzat over a drain. I thought they were talking about the events, when they were actually trying to get back a cellphone which belongs to one of them. Mr. Izzat called me when he saw me, asking my help to pull out the metal bars covering the drain. At first I didn't, 'cause I knew I'm not that strong to pull that bars, so, Abu went to help them out. They tried a couple of times, but it still didn't budge. So, I thought of helping them out to increase the manpower. We tried pull the first rows of bars, but it didn't budge too. Then, we pulled another rows of bar beside it and viola! It was successful! I quickly recovered the cellphone and gave it back to the student. It was all wet and dirty, so I hoped it's still functioning. :S

I helped the school in peeling of onion skins, cutting chilli, and softening limes. The hardest to me was cutting the chilli into pieces. Cutting was easy, but the moisture from the chilli makes my hand feel spicy and hot, And it became more unbearable with gloves increasing the heat.

AS per normal, we get to eat for free if we help. There were Beef Curry with baguette, the in the afternoon were rice with Chicken Cooked Red (Ayam Masak Merah) and Beef Curry again.

I went off from my school and went to As-Syafaah at 1600, to attend a Night Cycling Meeting. The meeting was just like I used to attend anywhere, briefing, ice breakings, and so on.

It ended at 2130, and I went back to school to overnight there.

The next morning, it was already the preparations for the motorcycle riders to ditribute the Bryani to..... Not really sure who...

I helped Mr.Izzat mainly in taking photographs of the events happened. Nothing much else happened then, after the riders left. I rested with most of my friends in the 5th floor. At noon, I left the school (without saying goodbye to anyone, kinda in a rush).

And yesterday, I get to buy a 50mm 1.8 Canon Lens!